7:37 pm
You got me on a string,
I can't go anywhere.
I'm looking at your pics every second like they'll come to life.
It makes no sense how hooked I am on you.
I send kisses from afar.
Do you get them?
I hope so.
I need you to know that I love you.
I probably always will,
I just don't wanna be hooked.
I wanna be able to go on with my life.
That doesn't look like it'll happen anytime soon.
I sent you a message last night.
You weren't online....
You were online today.
You didn't respond.
I just need to know that you miss me.
Do you miss me?
I told my friend you don't.
She said I don't know that for sure and that I should ask.
I hope so.
5:49 pm
More inspiration comes as the day continues to fly.
I think about you and I begin to wonder why.
Why can't we be together?
There are no right or wrong rules whatsoever.
Who says our love can't grow?
I don't know,
You don't know,
They don't know.
It doesn't matter if we last.
I just wanna try before our chance has passed.
Writing about you is easy for me.
It just naturally flows easily.
I don't want to rhyme,
So I'm done after this time. =)
5:26 pm
Another hour passed and I saw your face.
Why do we want love when we always get hurt?
Love is supposed to make you feel good,
Love is supposed to show you new and exciting things.
But with my love,
I've only experienced sadness and depression.
I know I sound lonely,
But I'm not;
Just a love-sick puppy.
When I would look into his eyes,
I'd see his love for me.
Now I can't even see him.
I wanna tell him so bad how I feel,
But that's not who we are.
We don't like confrontation,
Which is a problem.
I want to touch him,
For him to hold me,
For us to be together without problems.
But that's impossible,
Cuz that's not us.
